#musings
It can be a bit challenging to find someone that doesn’t want something from you when they learn how you are, so, it just feels easier (instinctive) to give what you can so that they don’t ask you for what you can’t give - but that doesn’t halt it now, does it? It more often than not seems like an invitation to press in for much more whether or not you have it to give, after all you extended the ‘hand of fellowship or openness or generosity’ first, why is it then so difficult to give more? It’s a rat race now, working to make sure everyone else is satisfied, and while you’re drained, you’re glad (or is it relief you feel?) that everyone is now fine (or will at least not require any more from you momentarily 🤷🏽♀️), so, you mentally relive the hurdles you jumped over to make it all happen and you’re pleased (or surprised) that you could go that far to make I happen (or stretch that thin and not snap). Now, when there’s someone who always looks out for you, who knowing who and how you